now. i sit in my own room. stay at my own house. waaa~~bahagia sungguh.

last night. im waiting for him. but...huhu.. so disappointed me..ah! mana2la, atleast i got a person to get rid my sadness. he taught me alot in my relationship, how to solve d probs. he teach me how to be a positive thinking person. i appreciate it. we talked alot last night. he know what sucks that stuck in my mind n heart. he know. n he mention it. alot. i love to talk n chat with him. he listened to me && i listened to him. he cheer up my mood. but, sadly.. it just for a while. cause, i need to grab another oppurtunity to meet him. tonight? no. i cant. ilebiu my friend. we've close seen we first meet. i'm happy to have u in my life. be another part of me. we both have same interest. same attitude. "ilek2 ajak"..

i always wonder that, he know how i feel like my friend know what stuck in my heart. but..
he always told me that he need me. but the fact is, he doesnt need me. i know. i can feel it. xpa. Tuhan tauk pa ku sa bha.

ohh! time is running out. tomorrow. gonna back to hostel again. aduh! i dont like it. i feel uncomfortable, unsafe. so misery!wtf!! ihh!! grm ku eyh! palat!

exam. haha. lom blaja g tk. hoho. xpa. ilek2 ajak. sosiologi first paper.