tomorrow..home.. i'm coming!!!

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i wish i can turn back the time. so that i will not in this condition. that decision really hurt me. i dont know what happen to me now.. im more to my fantacy world. so that i can entertain myself. away from that bad feeling.

now it's all gone and begin to fade away....



a new life will start.



i always love Jojie.



i always miss Jojie.



tears, i try to get rid. let it flow in my heart. let others thought i'm happy.

now. i sit in my own room. stay at my own house. waaa~~bahagia sungguh.

last night. im waiting for him. but...huhu.. so disappointed me..ah! mana2la, atleast i got a person to get rid my sadness. he taught me alot in my relationship, how to solve d probs. he teach me how to be a positive thinking person. i appreciate it. we talked alot last night. he know what sucks that stuck in my mind n heart. he know. n he mention it. alot. i love to talk n chat with him. he listened to me && i listened to him. he cheer up my mood. but, sadly.. it just for a while. cause, i need to grab another oppurtunity to meet him. tonight? no. i cant. ilebiu my friend. we've close seen we first meet. i'm happy to have u in my life. be another part of me. we both have same interest. same attitude. "ilek2 ajak"..

i always wonder that, he know how i feel like my friend know what stuck in my heart. but..
he always told me that he need me. but the fact is, he doesnt need me. i know. i can feel it. xpa. Tuhan tauk pa ku sa bha.

ohh! time is running out. tomorrow. gonna back to hostel again. aduh! i dont like it. i feel uncomfortable, unsafe. so misery!wtf!! ihh!! grm ku eyh! palat!

exam. haha. lom blaja g tk. hoho. xpa. ilek2 ajak. sosiologi first paper.

DRUG..

HAHAHAHA..

I'M HAPPY WITH THEM..

SHIVERING...


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WHO KNOW WHAT I FEEL NOW???

I'M LOST...

bha. powerpoint part aku dh cyap. tgal background n edit font tulisan g.pg lak suh ah hee edit. huh!!sket mata tok.

nextweek midterm dah. bok ku pasan. aduh!!!!!

gney tok???

aku blurrr..

bha! tdo lok.. gudnite!!!

hari ini

kelas Cytology 1, 30minit sahaja. tutor ni, miss tan mengajar mmg laju. pantas seperti kilat. dlm 1 hari, beliau dpt mhabiskan 3 bab. waaahhh!! *aku xtaukpa dblaja ku rtok koh. hahaha. aku blur. myb dsbbkn perkara /kjadian smlm yg amat myakitkn hati aku. shingga aku melepaskn kmrhn. skip dat.

gila posing n addict to camera. pergi mana2 mesti ada pic.





kisah cinta dua insan ini. FASIHA && HAFIZ. ini realiti. grkny baa mpuan tok. jgn xcayak ok??

ini saja utk hari ini. enuf. assignment menanti giliran di sebelah sana.

gudnite.

byebye.

ilebiu myhubby n myfriends.

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cipet. ada poser ey. bodo! huh!!

skip dat.

talk bout my weekend. enjoy. sorry for d l8 post. bz format my pendrive. kna jangkitan virus.

here, some attachment.

venue at Pantai Pasir Pandak.

view for Gunung Santubong from Pantai Pasir Pandak

wedding pics location
BEACH YOW!
sweet baa
maok kedak ya lak, boley x?


aksi-aksi CANDID

cylla

sayha

miss agnes

fasiha. i want to kiss u. haha.jgn mrh.

peace. cylla heart jojie.

sin yee built d sand turtle

bz built d sand castle

cylla : buah kedondong pantey.hahaha!!

berehat di bawah pohon beringin.haha~~

b4 leaving

ai lin, fazrul, miss agnes && cylla

pose with sand castle made by them

then, kami balik. bertolak ke SANTUBONG. capture some pics for our SOCIOLOGY ASSIGNMENT.

byebye.

gudnite.

sleepsleepsleep.

ilebiu.myhubby.myfriends oso.

away from me POSER && HYPOCRITE.

makan kat lua. cuicui ngembak tek. pegi jak la. mls nak msk. mkn salad chicken rice n mnm ais lemon tea. venue kat Jalan Song. bis mkn g Tmn Sahabat jap. jln2 ambik angin n udara segar yg dpt mhilangkn rsa stress.

muka kekenyangan

bayang-bayang. catch it before it gone

bulan malam ini
terang benderang
i lovin' it

cuicui && cylla

then, we balik. luiz anta. kaka2 sembang2 kat lua mah ngan dak housemate, ngga jiran sebelah (student sama kolej) BBQ..waaa~~mesti nyaman manok pggang ya..huu~~kakya mndik. stat plh assignment. stay up for d whole night. pagi lak kena trun pasa debah. travel for diz weekend.

NO MORNING AND NIGHT WISH ANYMORE.
ok. i'm fine with it.
now, i must suited myself without that wish.
life must go on.
we. us.
start to busy-ing with own matter.
still study-ing.
i understand.

gudnite.

petang tadi. tekanan dalam diri hilang serta-merta setelah menikmati permandangan yang menyejukkan mata.
venue : Taman Sama Jaya.
driver : Luiz
kenderaan : kereta papa Luiz
penumpang : cylla, cuicui && amanda


here got some attachment...

i'm chubby here.hehehe.

mata besar.mata kecil

cylla.cuicui

the pathway

aksi2 mereka berdua.ganas~~~

before balik

from above


on the way go home

flat polis kat tabuan jaya

sampai rumah. mandi. makan. on9. MSN wip Seha & YM wip Mae. replying testi from HubbyJojie. esok kuiz untuk Cytology 1. bab 3&&4. blaja g...

hahaha~solan dh bocor dh miss.sowie bbyk k??xpa.xlelah mek org blaja.

byebye.

gudnite.

mok blaja lok.

assignment byk tok.

daaaaa~~

CONFUSE

???

kamu memang minta PENAMPAR dari saya ka? okay. fine. kalau begitu, tunggu saja masa itu. saya akan beri. tidak saya kedekut penampar dengan kamu. sangat menyakitkan bila kamu berpura-pura baik dengan mereka yang kamu benci. okay. tidak mengapa. memang sikap kamu. mungkin. diri kamu sudah sebati dengan sikap hipokrit itu. tapi, bila difikir, tidak guna saya berbuat begitu. tidak mendatangkan faedah. tapi makin besar perselisihan faham.

**abaikan.

NURJANAH. imy myfriend. really. ilebiuu.

hari ini. ujian amali bagi subjek kenalfaham komputer. waa~~xdala ssh gney pun. dalam masa 15 minit siapkan. hope2 dapat full mark.

minggu ini kelas untuk subjek sitologi 1 dan sosiologi dibatalkan. tutor pergi bengkel. bengkel pa ya aku pun sik tauk jwak. mana2la cya. yg ku tauk xda klas urk subjek ya.

hujung minggu ini ada aktiviti mentee bersama mentor. pergi BEACH YOW!! mok ngga SUNSET sepa mok temankan?? seha?? nya jga neneknya baa~ hope nya pat pegi eh!!

sok g kolej. stat plh assignment. due nextweek baa. sosiologi ya. presentation g ya. BYEBYE. GUDNITE. ILEBIU MYBABY MYDARLING MYHUBBY.

DEMAM MELANDA LAGI AKIBAT CUACA YANG TIDAK MENENTU

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adakah kita perlu ego bila kita bergaduh? can sombody tell me?