again and again

aku chat ngan pikah td. kwn yg blh dikira rapat ngn aku. aku ngan nya bole la lmk xtemu. everyone went for their own destination for the further study. chat. chat. chat. tyk kaba masing2. huhu. saddy me. she told me that she got injured on her spinal cord. that the dangerous part. once we got injure at that part, it might lead us lumpuh or dead. huhu. she told me that she falled down at staircase during she at poli. pity her you know. she doesn't know about her spinal cord get injure. & i asked her do she go to hospital for check up after she fall, she said no. adooo..nasib x terok injure nya ya. then we talked about boys.haa. she ask about jojie to me. huu. that question so sensitive. but i've tried my best to be in cool condition. i tried to avoid on meluahkan perasaan. but i can't. my tears pun drop down liao. n we chat about that. bole la lmk. huhu. i cried at the other side which other ppl can't see me crying. but it's ok. i need Yaya now. but he nvr text after he text me bout the raining day. i need Yaya to talk with. huhu. saddy me. if jojie can understand what i feel now. it's was great to me. but he nvr care bout it's.xpa. pikah ada pesan tek. "bnyk2 kan bersabar n berdoa k.barangsapa yg brsbrr.2 kali ganda gk yg nya dpt k.. " , i copy n paste from YM. things that only i can do are crying, singing and writing. pray to God for showing me the way to solve my probs. and, perharp that thing will come around and goes around.