balik kpg.. haiya.. hmm. no phone line o internet.. huhu...
sok pg kchg.. yesh.. big apple donut!! i'm coming.chocoholic!! nyum2!

SELAMAT HARI GAWAI

mum asked..

u wan shopink o saloon?
erm. dun wan both. i wan money. can?
shopink o saloon?
money.
money for what?
for top up n kain baju kurung.
anything else?
i think..

marah ku tok!!

wei!! aku mok post apa kat blog ku, kw pa gago aa? ya hidup aku, kisah aku. aku nak luahkan pa yg ku asa dctok, kw gago2 phal?? blog ku xngaco idup kw, OKAY??! mun mata kw sket kak baca blog ku, juz stay away frm my blog!! aku xpnah mejal o nyuroh kw bca blog ku pun. kw yg thegeh2 gago2 crik address blog ku. ihh!! grm ku eyh!

facebook loading lambat.
friendster boring.
myspace xpat login.
phone xda kdt.
wallet KONG sudaa~
huhuu~~

DAMN BORED!!!

i received a text from my bestie this morning...
"Babe. U pat pulg awal x? G tunang mis Rabuyah! on the 6th June" -at 0835-

i want to go back early, but i'm scared to tell my mom bout that. but how?? that lecturer is my fav lecturer. i must go. it's a long time i din see n hear bout this Miss. huhu. xpa.. aku akn pegi wak (mejal2).

i miss the moment of snap2 wip FASIHA.

boring..

again

boring..

till now i havent take a bath. lazy. n it's cold. RAINY2..
i cant wait for my new sem. i want a student life.. craving for student life.
waiting for my 3rd sem result. waaa~~want my busy back, so that i can forget my saddy past.

that GUY again..
i asked him again why he said that i'm special.
then he answered me.
" ktk tk cam lain ba.. wlaupun kmk 2 kali jak tgga ktk.. kmk rasa lain ba.. cara ktk klaka mcm lek jak.. cam x tauk hal eyh.. xmcm mpuan lain ba.. mun org laki xknal lalu kontrol.. p ktk x. prasan x ktk.."
ya.. mmgla.. xplu nak pretend, b urself. mun dh ya character Tuhan brik kta, tmak jak n bsyukur.xplu nk kontol ayu dpn laki pun. just b cool..

hmmmmm

again
i'm bored here..


if that boy dont love you by now
he will never ever, never ever love you
ciara ft young jeezy - never ever

i'd give it all up but i'm takin' back my love
i've given you too much but i'm takin back my love
enrique iglesias ft ciara - takin' back my love

the FREEDOM-ness

the disturbia

we love mirror

nana dinda sayha cylla

the NERDY

ALCOHOLIC

uh~~ myspace xpat log in.. pahal tok?? ngekness!!

the boredom

i miss this moment. i miss my hair. i miss the class (santubong) n I MISS THE FRIEND.

finally.. finish my 3rd sem. huu~~ enjoy my short holiday. it's started liao. next week GAWAI. huu.. i feel very lazy going back to kpg. know why? coz i dun have any friends there. feel like i'm STRANGER. ee~ i'm being force to go there. hate it.. no internet, no phone line.. no friends.. got sungai n pokok2. the nature. hoho.. enjoy the sunset at rmh panjang view. how does it look like oww??



azam baru untuk sem ke-4.. (planning). tukar appearance. pakai dress, flatties, wedge.. no more flip flop. lebih feminin, lebih ayu - gurly. focus wip study for a gud pointer. collect 3.7 until my last sem. so that i can go to India for my Degree for 7years. apply the Yayasan scholarship. also, i cant wait finish my diploma studies now. want have my own house, my own car RX-8. i want to show HIM dat i can success without him. i should start to move on.

opss!! A GUY. he told me that i've stolen his heart from d 1st sight. aa? blur wip the text he sent to me. he told me dat i'm special. what kind of special in me? he can read my personality tru msging wip me.. oh no!! i wont let myself to falling in love now.

words by HIM

cylla
sweet untuk dia seorang
dia model untuk semua foto hidup
dia adalah lagu dalam hidup
dia adalah lagu bila gitar dipetik
dia segala untuk semua kerajaan sang pencinta
dia jua bait dalam tiap puisi

Mei. hari pekerja. cuti. tapi yang aneh nya, student sekalian pun turut merasa kebahagiaan cuti tersebut. menjadi seorang pelajar juga merupakan satu pekerjaan??? confuse ku kowh.. ahahaha~

april. it's ended yesterday. april, the hardest month for me. it's happen just in a moment. everything change since that day. i've become the other person. i'm so quiet for a day or 2. n i've tried to cheer up myself by doing those and this. making myself busy and tired. i've talk alot random things, just to forget what happen to me. luckily i still got them. or else, i'll meet God to undergo my punishment. i hate to see couples hang around me. making the romantic scence in front of me. such a pretending. i've spent alot of my time on my study n my sleep. also.. i've spent my day taking photos.

beside..now i can freely make friends with guy. who care?? right?? also. i love to lepak at bowling center. it's give a peaceful even the place was crowded. now, i have a new hobby - eat, eat && eat. that make my weight gain alot. soon, i'll finish my 3rd sem. waa~~ time run faster than i thought.

as conclusion,
1. my weight gain alot.
2. more chubby now.
3. not cry anymore just because i'm makan hati with what he've done to me.
4. free to be myself without asking permission that should i do this, that && those.
5. learn alot about life && love.
6. single is better than got such unappreciate BOYFRIEND!
7. got an enough sleep time.
8. more happy than past.
9. learn to accept the fact.
10. become more matured.